Mon / Tue

Monday was weird
felt different than other days... Somehow I felt that i was my raw self for the first time... it took me 3 months to come to face my normal self again... it feels weird to be myself here... as if it was the real me, but only in another place... well, more like in one of the best places on earth... well, the weirdness aside, it gave me a good time to think about why I am here, and what I am supposed to do here. I took the day having tis in the back of my mind. I also worked through a very good chapter in Embracing Father's Embrace. The chapter revealed a lot of my life that I was not aware of... how I have been walking in forgivingness towards people, and how that has pushed people out of my life... I feel a sense of breakthrough in this area, and know that it will be a long road to restore years of bad seed that I have sown... but there is grace, and I already feel more open to people around me... one step at a time... one day at a time...

Tuesday was good.
In the morning God confirmed the reason why I came... basically He confirmed that He wants me to be where I am right now, and that He has me in His plans. The set up at school was a bit crazy... all the people showed up earlier, and we had to set up in 10 min, because of the rainy schedule... so that threw my rhythm. But I went outside and got out of the business. Then went in again, and we had worship. Worship was one of the best times I had... just encountering God in a close and real way. Then we had Beni Johnson (I love her teachings) speak to us on the prayer servant ministry at Bethel.

Then we had Prophetic AMT. The last one... it was good ... learnt much... I think i have a better picture of what good prophecies looks like. Its 90% about delivery. The inspiration part is the easy part... the step by step delivery part is the hard part... taking it all one step at a time, and going very slowly over things... and explaining as much as you can... given that you found some gold in the dirt, and are sharing only the gold... then you can't go wrong...

Then got back home and went to town and bought rain proof pants (because I got drenched today), and bike lights (because it is pitch dark at 5:30pm), and a solid tire (because its been my 3rd flat tire), and some milk and eggs... because I have a stomach :) eggs are $1.84 for 18 eggs... that's 10c an egg... good price...

now I am just chilling... getting late... long day... but good overall...

mmm... I just love God :)