Sunday, February 27, 2011

Sunday (extended version)

So today at art class we played with water colours. We played more than we drew... or that was the idea. Somehow I felt like I a child again, playing with water coulours... something I did way back...

After arts class, I walked to Twinview service. I found myself picking up small objects on the ground, and whistling to myself... interesting... I felt like a boy again... and I started to look at my surroundings like I would have as a boy... looking where I can make my hideout... or what things I could use around me to build something... interesting...

When I got to twinview, I got out my peanut butter jelly sandwich, and pop tart, and ate them while I watched the sun go down over snowy mountains. Flocks of seagulls were riding air currents, and getting higher by circling. Planes flew across the sky miles and miles away, leaving a puffy line of cloud behind them... as if they were painters painting with cloud.

In service I greeted mostly everyone I knew with a hug, and waited for service to start. When worship started, I sought His presence first, and found it. Then I saw different visions. And later I saw visions form according to the music that was being played... it was awesome... I was beholding a painting that they were performing on stage. Then we started to sing of God's love, and I felt His love, and I decided not leave His love. All I wanted was to stay there in His love... that is all that I did... and it was the best experience I have ever had in my life. His love is real love. His love is true love. His love abounds towards us.

Then they said that they will make a fire tunnel, and that those that want to give, can form the line. I went to the line. I want everyone to experience the love of the Father. I can't tell if people did... but some people were touched :)

Afterwards I got a lift back home from a great guy called Zach, with Christian and Locky. I love these guys even though I do not know them... we love each other because we all love God's Presence. It's weird... I love them, even though we have differences... love does overcome all barriers :) Anyway...

I do not usually type out my experiences in such detail... because it is very subjective... and it is a reflection of my current interpretation... and is subject to change... and all that...

But I wanted to write this out... just because it was a life changing day... and somehow I feel different inside... a kind of newness... It started with me reading "God's generals"... and being frustrated with not being powerful... and then talking to God about it yesterday... well... something shifted... I will see...

I love God, and He LOVES me :)

I am smothered in His goodness,
I am overwhelmed by His love :)

God does love you,
even if you don't feel His love... yet :)

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