wed & thu

So I digressed a bit... just felt like I had to give some tidbits of what is happening at Bethel, and what I think about this place... for anyone who considers coming here... you should strongly consider it :) ha ha :)

But anyway, other than that, I have started to write more of my thought down in a mini-teaching setup... more like all my thoughts concerning a topic. The major ones that I think i can write on is love, the heart, the kingdom. I started on the kingdom... just because that is the major think that I am thinking about the whole time... how everything ties together and what is truth, and how things work (God's ways).

I feel like I need to sit down and chat to someone about all my thoughts about the kingdom... just to know what I am thinking... typing them out helps, and i think i need to do a few drafts before I can get a clear path of thought about the matter. Many things have changed about how I experience God and reality. Feelings and my view on reality has been challenged in trying to put so much truth into one picture...

A picture is worth a 1000 words... so I am busy creating a view on reality in my mind that contains everything that I have learned and experienced - all at once - without any contradiction - being able to explain and understand everything. This is a super huge task for my brain... and I feel like it is a project level assignment that I am working on.

Anyway.
My life the past two day.

Wed
I felt like I also wanted to write a practical guide to spiritually surviving and thriving in a hard environment, because so many people were concerned about going beck to hard environments. I think some practical devotional pointers would be good. Just go and spend time with God :) ha ha :)

Anyway, (my mind is distracted with all my thoughts)... Wednesday we had our revival group Christmas party. It was fun, and I was dressed in fine clothes :) I should get a pic from someone :) Good times with people :)

The day started with Burneu talking on the salvation. No one volunteered to go first... so I did (That is what I do by default in life... if no one want it, I'll have it. If no one volunteers, I do. well, only if I think that no one will do it ;) SO, I gave a few thoughts on being born again, and Burney responded with expanding on what I said - I really felt honored :) come-on :)

Then we had Kris for Q&A... I wanted to ask him a question about something he wrote in his book, and about the different kinds of love - so I took the mic first :) it was a weird day :) So I asked him about love, and he had no clue... so I asked him about what he meant in the book, and he explained it. So, nothing new... The way he answers questions are good. He does not claim to know everything, and he is open to discuss things. He also tries not to make statements, but rather go for the reasoning behind things. interesting, and good :) I learn a lot...

ok...

Thursday
Activation day. Had a long worship session, and a good time with God. Children's ministry guy spoke to us on God being a father to the lost. Then we went to groups, and Less spoke on love being what it is all about. Believing being how we are transformed. I love how he has found an answer, and sticks to it though all of life. He is a real role model. Ten we went to a family and talked to them, and prayed. I realize more and more that every person is God's treasure. Every person has so much treasure inside of them. When I see people come alive, I thrive. It is as if a different suddenly appears before me.

Today was the last day of school, and tomorrow we have a pizza party. Really looking forward to it :)