Monday, December 13, 2010

What has changed?

Yesterday I had all these thoughts about Bethel, and what it really means. I was tired, and its been a long week, so I entertained some doubts... But then I made a list of all the things that has changed in me... and then it was clear that no matter what doubts I may have, these things still remain true. (This also gave me the opportunity to reflect on the year so far, and see what was happening)

So here is my list of things that I count as gain because of my time at Bethel.
1) I have exercised all the listed gifts of the Spirit
2) I have two confirmed healings through my actions
3) My prophetic gift (seeing) has been aligned to higher truths and wisdom
4) I have experienced family
5) I have experienced an atmosphere that encourages my specific spiritual expressions
6) I have experienced spiritual mothering and fathering, and realized its importance.
7) I have sat under great and new teachings (one of the main reasons for coming here)
8) I have received many good revelations
9) I have 5 pages of prophetic words :)
10) I have gained a laptop and new camera (physical possessions)
11) I have a clear idea of the type of women I would like to marry :)
12) I have experienced the reward for brave communication
13) I have redefined my boundaries and ways of relating to people
14) I have become a feeler, and learned how to manage it, and thrive off it :)
15) I have redefined my personal boundaries and what I allow to affect me - especially in regard to how people see me.
16) I have found grace in Spiritual warfare, trails and tests - and found peace and rest in the midst of it. YEAH !!!
17) I have learned to value relationship above reason. (a tough one for me).
18) I have seen that every person carries something valuable inside of them.

This is not the most extensive list, but some of the things that are listed here a priceless. If I could go to any other place and be promised to tick of this list, then I would :)

It has been good. and I am expectant to see what I add to this list the other half of my time here :)

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